March 10, 2014

Yup spring is definitely here :) And to celebrate I decided to wear just one pair of tights with flats instead of boots! I know, gettin a lil crazy there. Also No Shave November that actually started in October is officially over. The weather is so beautiful. We didn't need our jackets yesterday or today. It's just beautiful and sunny! Still gets a little chilly in the evenings, but It's great! I have been blessed with a very mild winter. Thank you Janae for the weather reports! So helpful!

This week we have been working with a lot of less active members which is my favorite and the most frustrating. We can't exactly ''tschuß'' them when they aren't progressing. But we stay patient and love them. We about die of joy when we meet with less actives and get to see their testimonies grow.
I have had a thought on my mind all week. How do I overcome my fear of light? The past few weeks I have felt incredibly inadequate which turns into greater negative feelings. Last week on exchange Sis Keller shared a quote with me.

"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our greatest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves: who am I to be brilliant, fabulous, gorgeous, talented? Actually who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the Glory of God that is within us. It's not just some of us. It is in everyone. As we let our own light shine, we automatically give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fears, our presence will liberate others."
-Marianne Williamson 

As I began a personal study, I had the question how do I overcome my fear of ''light''? I opened up to where I was reading in Mark and saw a line highlighted. ''Be not afraid, only believe.'' This easier said than done. But I have noticed that as I try to have faith and not worry about what I cannot do, that Lord does take over. I have also been studying faith. In Mark 5 a woman was healed because of her faith. Christ still had to will it, but because of her faith, miracles could not be withheld. And PMG says ''You are able to do miracles according to the Lord's will...God works by power, but His power is usually exercised in response to faith.'' Jeffery R Holland told us to be true to the faith that we have and we have more faith than we think we do.

Let the Lord work miracles through your faith! I love you all and hope you have a great week! Thank you for your prayers!

Love
Sister Turner

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