August 18, 2014

Dear Family!

Sorry I didn't quite finish that last email...Hopefully I will be able to complete my thoughts today.  I wish I could describe how I feel right now.  Anxious, but not, definitely excited.  Not ready to come home yet, so excited to see Elder Bednar, little nervous about taking on the whole area, but excited to see miracles.  I can definitely feel the Lord helping us step up to the challenge.  I feel like I just jumped off the back of the boat with out a wet suit.  The shock of the cold water is making me shiver and shake, and my breathing has accelerated.  Trying to stay calm and rely on the fact that my life jacket is holding me up.  Just relax.  Everything will be ok. Things are good here, but we have a greater vision.  Standing on water.  Somehow that will work, but I don't see how.  Throw me the rope and the wakeboard.  Struggling to get the board on, hold onto the rope and keep my head up.  Relax.  The lifejacket is still holding you the whole time.  Ready or not, it's time to go.  The boat is idling.  Struggling to find the balance feeling a little resistance, struggling to see exactly how this will work.  Can I do it??  Am I strong enough? Am I balanced enough?  Can I trust this plan?  Yes.  Stay down low, stand up slow.  Others have told me what I need to do.  I have see others do it before.  Now it is my turn.  Take a deep breath.  HIT IT!  Pushing against the water with the acceleration of the boat and the driver, holding on tight to the rope, knowing that if I fall the lifejacket is there to keep me safe, I can stand.  The joy and excitement of getting up, realizing this was better than just sitting in the water.  (You can't slap this smile off my face :)

Go ahead and draw your own analogies from this, ha I might also be a little trunky for Utah summers, boating, hiking, mountains.  But no, there is no other place I would rather be than right here right now.

Like I said things are a little crazy right now, but the Lord is shaping us and helping us rise to the challenge.  Ready or not the Elders leave for Berlin tomorrow and Sister Means and I are taking on Schwarzenberg together with the Spirit!!  Hurrah for Israel!!  We keep seeing miracles.

Thanks to some fruit flies, Sister Means and I decided to take the trash out Saturday night after we had cut up our watermelon.  Walking back to our front door we hear ''SISTERS.''  We turn around to see an investigator that we had not been able to get in contact with for the last few weeks.  Long story short we will be meeting with her this week.  Through unplanned or unseen opportunities the Lord guides us.  

This last week we went up to Chemnitz for Zone Training Meeting and Interviews with President.  Ah! I love the spiritual boost I always get from our meetings.  

Friday we had lunch in an old, old, OLD villa with some members that are restoring it.  It was so cool! We had an awesome discussion about how the Lord guides and directs us and that we really need to keep journals.  WRITE down your experiences, especially spiritual ones, evidence of God's hand in our lives.  Deut. 4:9, our experiences are not just for us.  It is our responsibility to share what we have learned, and to remember this for ourselves. Choose To Remember.

I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for your prayers and support!! Have a super duper fantastic week!!!

All my love,
Sister Turner

PS  I still love biking :D

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